Gonna write even though I don't feel like it. One day UP, the next day, Down. When will I ever level out?
Don't want a pity party, I know there are many women and men out there who are experiencing the same feelings.
I finally went to the Doctor the other day after avoiding the issues at hand for more than 10 yrs. I KNOW! Stupid! I am one of those types that tries single handedly to "fix" things in my life..Sometimes, it works, sometimes it doesn't. Bouts of Depression are finally getting the best of me. I have now been prescribed meds for Depression and anxiety/panic attacks. Starting with a low dose and hoping for the best. Maybe in a few weeks, my serotonin will level out and I can leave all this behind. I sure hope so, 30 yrs is quite enuff!
Meanwhile, I am getting those monkeys off my back, taxes that haven't been done, work that has piled up, bills that are left unopened and relationships that I need to improve on..
And so it goes...one day at a time sweet jesus..
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