On A Brighter Note..There's a Wedding in June..

We are having a slight warming trend , tho windy as heck, an overall beautiful day. The sun is shining bright and Spring is right around the corner.  I want to get better fast. My daughter is getting married in June and plans and details are still being worked out. I'd like to be a positive part of this very special happening.  My daughter Leah means so much to me. I love her dearly. She deserves the best wedding ever!

My Daughter-In-Law

I'm going to write a little on something that has been a life changing event for many of us in my family. My daughter in law was recently diagnosed with Breast Cancer and a Partial Mastectomy followed right away. First, we heard the news, they rushed right into the surgery and she has been recovering from that for a couple of weeks. I don't see how she does it. A 36 yr old Mother of 4 and a good wife to my son, she is being strong and going with the flow better than I ever would have. It's Stage 2 with 1 Lymph node out of 10 involved. So, after some Chemotherapy, we are hoping this dreadful disease will be gone and stay gone! For her, it will be a lifetime of events surrounding this..After her diagnosis, her own Mother found the same problem. Praying for the best there as well.  I just wanted to say that I am so proud of she and my son both for the way they are handling this.
Their children have been so loving and helpful and other friends and family have been great.  Prayers, Food and other things have been contributed to try and lesson the pain of finding out about this disease and the discomfort of recovery. Thanks to all, tho I know no one will see this, I am still Thankful & Blessed. Thank you Dear Lord.

Dreary Day

Gonna write even though I don't feel like it. One day UP, the next day, Down. When will I ever level out?

Don't want a pity party, I know there are many women and men out there who are experiencing the same feelings.

I finally went to the Doctor the other day after avoiding the issues at hand for more than 10 yrs. I KNOW! Stupid! I am one of those types that tries single handedly to "fix" things in my life..Sometimes, it works, sometimes it doesn't.  Bouts of Depression are finally getting the best of me. I have now been prescribed meds for Depression and anxiety/panic attacks. Starting with a low dose and hoping for the best. Maybe in a few weeks, my serotonin will level out and I can leave all this behind.  I sure hope so, 30 yrs is quite enuff!

Meanwhile, I am getting those monkeys off my back, taxes that haven't been done, work that has piled up, bills that are left unopened and relationships that I need to improve on..


And so it goes...one day at a time sweet jesus..

Focus~ Back to the task at hand.

Seems I've been  :"away" again...but things are on the upswing!
Good things gonna happen this year!!
I've got some plans....now to just FOLLOW THRU!